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Post by Eleanor Smith on Jan 10, 2010 15:56:00 GMT -5
"Hey Mama." Amaya said, softly. She was in front of her mother's grave. Her father's too, for that matter, but she didn't know him. Barely knew her mother, but atleast she could say they met.
"I guess I came to a realization today. Maybe it's just me, but I'm pretty sure this entire world is fucked up. We're damned after all. Full of lies. Oh Mama. I can't do it. I just can't. You left me and I didn't know you. How can I risk doing the same thing to my child? I know you're dead and all and can't answer me, but if you were here, you'd say it was different, that my mistakes won't be yours. But it's not. I know it's not." Amaya said. "Mama, we're all full of lies. Mama, we're meant for the flies. I just take all of this. So I'm here to say I'm not going to visit anymore. I think I need a vacation from all of this. From everything."
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Post by Serena on Jan 11, 2010 17:10:41 GMT -5
Serena came out from the shadows and walked towards Amaya from behind. She laid her hands on her shoulder as she kept talking.
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Post by Eleanor Smith on Jan 11, 2010 17:12:08 GMT -5
Amaya finished. She then realized she had hands on her shoulders. She turned around, half-expecting Dante, half-expecting Jay. She saw instead Serrie.
"Hey." She said, giving her friend a weak smile.
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Post by Serena on Jan 11, 2010 17:15:26 GMT -5
"Hey," she said back, she was around to look at the grave stones and she was standing infront of her parents, she didn't mourn or nothing at all so she decided to leave. Untill she saw Amaya.
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Post by Eleanor Smith on Jan 11, 2010 17:24:08 GMT -5
"What brings you to this sad place?" She asked, quietly. With all of her recent discoveries, she felt like she needed to visit her mother. This was her first visit, but she liked it. She could talk without judgement.
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Post by Serena on Jan 11, 2010 17:30:16 GMT -5
"I just thought about walking around here for a while is all, I was visiting my parents grave," she said, to her. It wasn't her first time being here, in matter of fact it was out of count.
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Post by Eleanor Smith on Jan 11, 2010 17:34:31 GMT -5
"Visiting my mom's grave. You saw me anyway. How are you?" She asked, giving her friend an ackward hug. It wasn't ackward because of the place, more of the large bump protruding from her body.
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Post by Serena on Jan 11, 2010 17:45:45 GMT -5
"Fine, I guess you could say," she wasn't quite sure how she was doing, everything was going upsy daisy on her and she didn't know it half the time. Usually she would have her head on straight, but she guessed not. Happened everytime she came to see her parents grave.
"You?" she asked.
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Post by Eleanor Smith on Jan 11, 2010 17:48:36 GMT -5
"Visiting my Mom's grave. I guess not then. Got some bad news recently, and I'm obviously not liking it." Amaya said. "I shouldn't have gone. I should not have gone."
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Post by Serena on Jan 11, 2010 17:50:37 GMT -5
"Whats the bad news," wondering what it was, stepping a couple inches away from her to face her.
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Post by Eleanor Smith on Jan 11, 2010 18:05:44 GMT -5
"Ah, but Serrie, that would be telling. When the time is right, I'll tell you. When the time is right. It's not that I don't trust you, but I dont' trust our surroundings. Ok?" Amaya said.
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Post by Serena on Jan 11, 2010 18:08:31 GMT -5
"Thats fine, when you feel safe to tell then," she said. Not minding what was happening to her, she'll find out sooner or later.
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Post by Eleanor Smith on Jan 11, 2010 18:12:11 GMT -5
"I need you to promise me something Serena. " Amaya said, looking down. "It might be too much, but I need you to promise me this."
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Post by Serena on Jan 11, 2010 18:14:14 GMT -5
Serena patted Amaya's shoulder and looked at her in confusion, "what is it, Amaya?"
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Post by Eleanor Smith on Jan 11, 2010 18:19:14 GMT -5
"I need you to promise me that no matter what happens to me, you'll live your life. I forsee some big changes. Not in the near future, but in the future. I need you to promise me that you'll live your life and that you'll make sure that everyone else does too. The last thing I want is for everyone to be unhappy because of me. One day, when the day for your promise to be fulfilled is coming, I will tell you why." Amaya said.
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