In The End ~open~

[James Eragon]

(ooc. First I want to apologize for not posting for a while, I'm really bad with memory. SORRY!)

James was sitting on a bench thinking, not really about anything. There were birds chirping and he could here his family's dragon, he didn't know what Meloncholy was doing though. It was relatively peaceful, which was good because James hadn't quite gotten over what happened a week ago. His brother's words were still ringing in his head, 'You loose your conscious.' James quickly snapped out of those thoughts and concentrated on something else. Someone had sat down beside him, he looked over to see who it was.

[Sonja Amber]

"They say that when God closes a door, he opens a window." Amy said. "It's probably a super tiny window though."

She looked at James.

"I don't know what they told you after I left, but take my advice, live and let live." She said.

[James Eragon]

James looks back at his feet. "It's a very tiny window. Live and let live. Words I don't really no how to live by. In my mind everything you do, every decision you make, every word you say and hear matters. In the end those are the things that make you yourself." James looks over at Amy, "You lose your conscious. That's what Adien told me. He said that's how he coops with killing people. By the way did Harper ever come home, did you find him or what?"

[Sonja Amber]

"I got a letter." She said, smiling sadly. "That's all I ever get anymore."

She looked at the sky.

"The world's moving forward and it seems like I can't keep up. And some people would lose their conscience to keep up. Sometimes it seems like it's holding you back. And other times......Other times, it's the one thing keeping you from the brink of diaster." She said. "There's another saying like the one I just said. Live and let die. "

[James Eragon]

"It's better than nothing."

James looks at the sky to and sees a cloud shaped like a star.

"The world is always moving forward and staying still at the same time. Don't loose your conscious just run to catch up. Reach for the moon catch the stars. Or if it's day time, reach for the sun catch the star shaped clouds." James smiles then he let's it fade. "Live and let live. Your a wise one, Amy."

[Sonja Amber]

"I only wish that were so." She said. "Is it possible to have literally everything you know start falling apart, into tiny pieces? Too small to put back together, but big enough to cut you into pieces yourself?"

She looked over at him.

"I missed you this week." She said.

[James Eragon]

"Yes it is. I think it's happening to everyone. I don't know but it seems to me everyone is unhappy with something now a days. Something is changing, slowly but surely, and people are throwing fits over the small things. Though I have to say I'm kind of with them, small things matter to."

James looks over at Amy with a sad smile on his face.

"I also missed you." He said.

[Sonja Amber]

She leaned over, grabbed his hand, and squeezed it.

"It's just life. Why should it matter so much and yet so little?" She implored.

[James Eragon]

James looks down at their hands then back at the sky. "I don't know. But I really wish I did. It would be a helpful reason to live in life." He thinks about what he just said, "Not that I'm thinking of dyeing I plan to live a long life, but you know another factor to help live."

[Sonja Amber]

"Someone to live for, you mean?" She asked. "I suppose I'm the same way. Just another lost soul on this ride."

[James Eragon]

James shrudded. "For the ride, and where will it stop? Nobody knows. Just hold on tight. It's all for the ride. Where all the same that way. It just depends on if we enjoy it or not."

[Sonja Amber]

"Hold on tight. It's gonna be a bumpy ride." She said. She held onto his hand tighter.

[James Eragon]

James squeezes Amy's hand back,

"I'll hold on for ever. It's better the the other choice."

[Sonja Amber]

"Never let go." She whispered to the heavens. She looked down. "You do realize where we are sitting right?"

[James Eragon]

"Never." James whispers back. He looks down, "No where?"